so many things.so little time.
i hate the way things are now.
i know everyone says its the part and parcel of life.
so i guess life sucks?
thinking back bout the times we used to have.
it just hurts so much knowing that its not the same anymore.
knowing that things changed.
knowing that you dont feel like how you felt before.
knowing that no matter what you say or do it'll still be the same.
knowing that it hurts you bit by bit
and its getting harder and harder to patch the wound anymore.
sometimes i guess it just helps when there's someone around you to be your pillar of strength.
to be telling you that everything's okay.
giving you a big warm hug to tell you that they're there for you 24/7
wipe away your tears and be your crying shoulder.
knowing that you have someone that cares for you.
knowing that you have someone who loves you for who you are.
knowing that you weren't left here alone to take care of yourself.
we are not strong all the time.
we are humans and we have feelings too.
i just really miss those times.
sometimes i just hope i have the power to turn back time.
to have that moment again.and again.and again.
because that feeling just makes you feel like you're on top of the world.
but i guess its impossible to do so.
i guess we just have to endure it.
i guess we shouldn't set our expectations high on certain things.
i guess this should stop now.
goodbye.